Friday 22 May 2009

it frees you...

Just makes you happy sometimes the fact that you could help someone in realizing the dream or opening the path to it... All it takes is saying a word or doing a favour or just anything that makes the others happy. It comes to your throat and you can't breath properly: for a second - excitement, pride, love is stuck there and you don't mind, because it frees you...

Thursday 21 May 2009

You get so much work at times and it seems that a day won't be enough for it, and when it is done you are amazed by the results. The more tasks you have the more you can fulfill, don't you think?! And keeping up with yourself is the greatest satisfaction!

Wednesday 20 May 2009

Best of Luck!

Just a quickie: how are you in the period of WFC( I don't like the real word, but you know what I mean...)? I am up and down, but honestly, great! Everyone I know is in a good state, and when you start comparing with the third world you see that you are grand and could share too. Go to the forest or seaside or river, anywhere you can feel free. Well, I am going to Turkey, hope I get a great deal! Same to you - Good Luck!

Ideas

Every new day is a great source for ideas. Every day there is something that can make you go wild and start a new thing! Happens when you really need it and want it. And it feels so good, doesn't it?!
And don't be afraid to go forward if it feels right. don't be afraid of your own light (OUR DEEPEST FEAR IS NOT THAT WE ARE INADEQUATE. OUR DEEPEST FEAR THAT WE ARE POWERFUL BEYOND MEASURE. IT IS OUR LIGHT NOT DARKNESS THAT FRIGHTENS US MOST. AND WHEN WE LET OUR LIGHT SHINE, OUR PRESENCE LIBERATES OTHERS AND LET THEM DO THE SAME. Nelson Mandela ). Great, lets do it!

Monday 18 May 2009

Things happen

I was celebrating my birthday one night and well, it was awesome!! But that is not what I am trying to tell you at the moment. I got a text message from a person I didn't know. He sent a text to me by mistake .I refused to continue our conversation at some point, even though he was a very polite person and wished me a happy birthday. We stopped texting, but a few months later we happened to meet in the network world again.

We spoke on the phone, interesting. He told me he was in prison and that didn't surprise me much. I am a very curious person and my purpose was to get as much information from him as possible. So I learned that it is not as bad in prison as they all tell. They live quite a life there, just a bit boring at times-that is the main idea in imprisonment, I guess. They are not allowed phones, but for decent money that you get through a prison's shop assistant or someone else from your parents or friends. Yeap, they have shops there in prison too, just like in real life, out here!

The most common question you ask a prisoner: are you guilty? The most common answer: I am not guilty. Yep. That is the truth-no man likes to admit fault and rarely does... Don't you think?! Thats what the statistics say and we all know.

The point I am trying to bring here is that we get to know people so unexpectedly sometimes. And actually very meaningful too. I later realised that that experience, his attitude to life was the opposite to mine. I realised how righteous my life was, how rewarding and rich. He helped me in the moment of despair, when I felt like in prison covered with problems, to feel freedom and presence of fantastic people around me.

Traveling

How many of you travelled abroad? How many haven't? Do you think it is that neccessary? Maybe you should just stay where you were born and avoid the temtation of living far from your roots, far from relatives?
My father thinks that traveling abroad is a waste of time and he says you could turn on TV and watch the world there, much easier. He has never traveled anywhere apart from his beloved Russia, which is, I admit, a huge place in itself.
For myself traveling, exploring new lands is as vital as breathing. Knowing the cultures, traditions, places. Understanding, that we are all so similar and can understand one another without saying a word - this discovery makes you feel that you are united, and part of the whole world, and realisation of this little truth makes you fall in love with all. Ever had this feeling?! You have, then you know how great it is. If not, then go, explore, you'll love it!

Friday 15 May 2009

Never allow yourself even one negative thought...

Never allow yourself even one negative thought... It is contageous, it grows and florishes in your head. Only positive, it is so hard sometimes. It is a lot easier to pity yourself and others. It continiues until exsaustion, until you can't trust yourself anymore, you feel like a useless piece of paper and everyone steps on you. You accept sympaphy words and glances, and everyone has to say something and this is no help to you at all. Day after day... And all you actually need - is a good kick, a book, an inspiration. Search for it, have faith and keep positive all the time. There is a whole world of positivity and it is constructive. Love your fantastic state!